Mental Musing #2250.64
Waiting for tomorrows test... then school is over, and I have to reacquaint myself to the outside world. Plus, move all my stuff into my car. I get to live with my parents again. Joy.

On the flipside, I get a real summer break, for once since... highschool. (12 years)

I think about how to change. What it takes to change a persons thoughts. For a person to wake up one day, and become a different person. Clothes? Possibly. Sleeping arrangements? Likely. Theres possibly a combination of the sets... life's global unity, a series of things put into place to reflect and combine into the unity of self, subconsciously transforming you when you sleep.

Like when you are younger and put up a new picture, poster, whatever. You place it so you will see it, so every day you'll wake up and glance at it. These things in your environment reflect the person you want to become. When you light the room the way you want it, to reflect your inner glow, or the darker half of yourself. The ambience becomes key.

Is there a point where these things become uninspiring. The feng shui, or ambience, of environment no longer can effect the inner you? There is no more joy in a simple print out of something meaningful? A flower, a favorite soccer team, a poem? Does it run out, or is it simple people close themselves off to the positive, in order to brace themselves to encounter the outside world, rather than just the neighborhood?

Tomorrow, maybe tomorrow, I can wake up a different person.

Just a thought.